The Times
I remember correctly
How could I forget?
I know now why the silence
Hang loud in the air.
I hated that.
I was teetotaling,
Teetering, fumbling..
You sipped blacks,
I made do with the ciggies.
You hated those by the way.
He made you feel better
I hid my face
My room was messy
Roaches, butts, ashes.
I figured you hated those too.
I remember; don’t worry.
You were nervous, raw.
It hang in the air
These chemical concoctions out of our heads.
I hated him, I just couldn’t tell.
You know I wanted it
I knew you wanted it.
It was strange, this thing.
How you devoured them.
I hated that, Lord knows.
There was going to be three of us.
We did business
We couldn’t afford messes.
I drowned.
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